"i've been wrong, but i've been changing
i've been wondering what to do.
here i am alone and waiting
for you."
waiting, the wreckers
okay, three things;
1. i'm so tired today, i barely slept because i was coughing all night. and the coughing kills my back. really regretting getting off of pain meds.
2. i've been coughing so much that my abs hurt. i guess i am living proof that you can be thin and in the worst shape of your life at the same time. *pats self on back* i gotta hit the gym.
3. i am going to adoration today, the Lord hasn't had much to say to me lately, but i kinda like Him anyway.
4. okay, it's more than three things
5. i'm pumped for gray's anatomy tonight. it's the only show that i camp out in front of the tv for.
6. ariel and i don't argue often. in fact, we laugh significantly more than we argue. a couple of days ago, i imitated the face that he makes every single time he looks in the mirror. we were both bent over and holding our bellies because we were laughing so hard. *smiles*
7. sometimes i think that i would take back the last four years if i could to change my choices and see how everything would have turned out. i mean, if ariel and i were made for each other, wouldn't we find each other anyway? if it was in God's plan? *scratches head* i don't think i would risk it.
8. life is wonderful.
posted by kelly betsy @ 1:49 PM
3 Comments:
take it back... you the girl with no regrets... take it back? really? hmmm... interesting.
no regrets... that's what I thought. yeah it would be different for sure... but not necessarily better. hmmm... i will have to think about it. what a funny thing to think about! great job kel.
I always looked at God's plan as His ability to see the choices we are going to make (as they are still our choices) and putting us in the position to go where He wants... so even though we are free to choose our path, we are still guided through His... I guess the unfortunate thing (or fortunate) is that we can't really turn around and change our past choices... in any case, since we can never really know God's intentions for us, we can only assume that were we are is where he wanted us. In the end, each choice we make is a building block to the person we are... if one block were changed, the rest of the structure could crumble and/or be totally different. but it's always interesting (and ok) to wonder what if, just so long as we learn from our past and keep moving forward with what we think is right... since it's all we really can do... cheers!
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