i can't believe i'm going to be a mom.

i've known about my little one growing inside of me for two days now, and so far, this is the most ecstatic experience i've ever had. i mean literally, it's ecstasy.

to think that from october 11th, 2007 until the rest of my life, there will never be a day when i don't think of him. or her.

to think that the baby's welfare depends on my choices.

to think that i don't really mind feeling like crap because it constantly reminds me of my new vocation.

to think that it already has a little soul that God loves just as much as He loves ariel and i. (ariel thought of that one!)

to think that ariel and i will be the first experience of God's love for our baby.

to think that the Holy Trinity found us worthy to imitate Them in their manner of loving and creating.




i have a feeling that there are many more blogs to come. =) but for now, please pray that everything goes well with the pregnancy.