it's been so long since i blogged.

it's not that i don't have the time, i could make the time.

i don't really know where to begin - life is good.

izzy is my new buddy (not that i'm neglecting my parental duties, she just follows me all day and tries to do what i do). she watches me all day. i have to talk to her while i'm going to the bathroom (with the door open) so that she stops crying and realizes that i didn't leave her. we started her on solids and so my days consist of figuring out what to feed both her and my husband and then cleaning up after both of them =)

ariel had a pretty jacked up schedule last month, and this month doesn't look much better - but it just makes me so thankful that i'm home and not working because if i was working we would never ever see each other.

being at home is tough. it's really a challenge for me, perhaps because i'm pregnant and taking care of a 6 month old. my body is so tired, sometimes i don't even feel safe driving because i feel like i'm going to fall asleep. my body didn't really have a chance to return to a semblance of normalcy before getting pregnant again. but i praise God every day for the new life that is sprouting up inside of me - ariel and i don't deserve such wonderful, beautiful, perfect babies.

so for now, that sums it up.

i'm pregnant again. and so i'm very very tired. and not always in the best of moods.
i miss my friends terribly.
i love my babies more than anything.
except my husband, who really has my whole heart.
being a full time mom is way harder than i had anticipated.
i can't wait for izzy's first christmas.